found

you make me want to beat my head against memories and scratch through this pale fabric of reality to get to you sometimes.
in the land of mordor

where shadows lie.

and you really picked the best pauses
the best flowing water to drink from this time
and if i could open my veins or just sing your deep vibration out
OUT!
so that it could lie down next to you
with or with out me and
just you there
flying in the head of all that weather
you cant see me here
this suited bastard phenomenon of lies that i couldnt make real
but i can feel you out there not sleeping
maybe remembering me in the vauge press of mundane events
and even that doesnt matter without
this closeness
this touching
this new murder to rise up inside me screaming
that i want your name on my lips and your lips against my thumb
the prick of your teeth would never be sufficient warning
and im sure you know it all too well
stop leaving those spaces empty of your meaning
stop leaving me empty
the bring down
the come uppance
was quite enough.